On February 11 2004 I gave birth to my first child my son Tyler, He was premature. He was a real fighter and he forever changed my life. He passed away one month and a day later. My love for him is hard to put in words. I miss him so much. He would have been 10 years old this year.
One year later to the day on February 18 2005 I gave birth to my daughter Melah. She just turned 9 What a blessing!! I have a angel above and one here with me. She has such a huge personality and brings me so much joy.
So the month of February is a reminder of what matters the.most to me. My purpose is so clear
Words of tha day
No need to fight for it or against it, It will happen all you need to do is prepare for you
My heart roams for hours and days and years, Searching for what it loans for. My heart…broken over and over and betrayed so hurt and confused. It weeps softly in the night and prays for a better day when the sun raises.
My heart speaks so profoundly when it feels like we’ve found the ONE, When I’m sick and tried this battered and bruised heart of mines still pushes on. It’s strong…it’s determined. One day I asked, All of the things we’ve been through and overcome just to endure it once more will anyone accept us?
I mean look at us. We’re in shambles!
My heart spoke and with no doubt, said the one we seek is in search of us also and will take us just as we are. The act of True Love looks beyond all the hurt and pain and where you lack they will build you up, Where they are weak you will be strong.
Bless my heart it’s truly amazing
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For Christmas my very special 8 year old daughter made my dreams come true, I love to bake and I often talk about starting my own one day so she made me one :) She put so much detail and thought into it….so amazing!! She worked on it for 2 weeks I had no clue that was what she making.
Words cant describe the feeling that came over me, She told me that she believes in me and I will have my bakery.
Being a parent can be so rough and it’s moments like this that makes me value my position so much more. Kids see things that we don’t they are so innocent and truthful. You may think they aren’t paying attention but they are so inspire them and instill positive vibes in them.
What does it truly mean to be happy? I know that no one is happy all the time but where within you does happiness live? My happiness seems to come in very short spells lately. The struggle to stay positive and strong is a challenge. So what things do you do to remind or keep you in a good place???