Searching Heart

My heart roams for hours and days and years, Searching for what it loans for. My heart…broken over and over and betrayed so hurt and confused. It weeps softly in the night and prays for a better day when the sun raises.

My heart speaks so profoundly when it feels like we’ve found the ONE, When I’m sick and tried this battered and bruised heart of mines still pushes on. It’s strong…it’s determined. One day I asked, All of the things we’ve been through and overcome just to endure it once more will anyone accept us?
I mean look at us. We’re in shambles!

My heart spoke and with no doubt,  said the one we seek is in search of us also and will take us just as we are. The act of True Love looks beyond all the hurt and pain and where you lack they will build you up, Where they are weak you will be strong.

Bless my heart it’s truly amazing



Love it!! 2013 in review

The stats helper monkeys prepared a 2013 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 1,500 times in 2013. If it were a cable car, it would take about 25 trips to carry that many people.

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Through my Daughter’s Eyes

For Christmas my very special  8 year old daughter made my dreams come true, I love to bake and I often talk about starting my own one day so she made me one 🙂 She put so much detail and thought into it….so amazing!! She worked on it for 2 weeks I had no clue this was what she was working so hard on.

Words cant describe the feeling that came over me, She told me that she believes in me and I will have my bakery.

Being a parent can be so rough and it’s moments like this that makes me value my position so much more. Kids see things that we don’t they are so innocent and truthful. You may think they aren’t paying attention but they are so inspire them and instill positive vibes in them.


Perfectly Imperfect By Fat Man Poet

Perfectly Imperfect
By chance at first glance
Your appearance so fine you are divine
You cause my nature to erect
You are Perfectly ImpeRfecT!Impatient maybe
You are a must see
Your man you never neglect
You are Perfectly ImpeRfecT!With you there is no reason to fear
You are always here
Never are you an object
You are Perfectly ImpeRfecT!

Silky hair with a nice complexion
showering me with all your affection
You are someone I could never reject
Mrs. Perfectly ImpeRfecT

If in my eve I shall dine alone,

I will take time to reflect on our past in our home.
You were, are and will always be…
My short, tall, skinny or fat…
My big, little…
Mrs. Perfectly ImpeRfecT
You can find more wonderful poems from Ulysses a.k.a The Fat Poet on his facebook page Fat Man Poet

Falling for a Catfish….I think

Catfish (film)

Never touched, but I feel you

Never stood face to face, but  clearly I see you

Your voice soothes me, your words caress me

Is this mental connection some crazy fantasy?

Feels like I’ve known you forever

Fighting back the words “I want this to last forever”

Late night talks stay in my mind forever

Got me feeling like a litte girl, endless smiles and laughs not a care in the world.

Don’t know if you’re real and sometimes I don’t care.

I wanna stay in this moment it’s the realest thing we share.

The day is approaching to see where we stand

Will you disappear or tell me the truth?

Catfish or not you are apart of my truth……..

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